the glare of christmas hype...it seems i can't sleep past 4 am these days. This morning I decided I had better just get up and do something to tire me out. so i am working out here on the computer sectret christmas things. in my sorels and bathrobe. waiting for the light of day for the salutation of Finn as I enter his room ("hi mama..nuggle? couch?") for now I am waiting for thie sting to creep into the back of my eyes so i'll be forced to lie down again before wrenny wakes up with breakfast demands.